birthday boy

"சாக்லேட் கேக் ரெண்டு கிலோ
10 நம்பர் போட்ட மெழுகு வர்த்தி
பிறந்த நாள் தொப்பிகள்
சமோசா, பெப்சி 2 லிட்டர் பாட்டில்கள்
எல்லாம் சரியா இருக்கா பார்த்துக்கோங்க"
சொல்லிவிட்டு பறந்தோடும் டெலிவரி சிறுவா
உன் பிறந்த நாள் என்று?

Zero - revealed

While driving down Western Express Highway, (jan-1-2010), another sutra was revealed.

It just flashed, out of nowhere and the thought certainly grabs the attention. It is vivid and not yet another random thought. The source of thought. I dont know.

"Zero should be worshipped. It is beyond a number. The shape does not have a start, and it does not have an end. It is the symbolism of motherhood - from where everything comes from and goes back too. Zero symbolizes the Absolute and the Nothing at the same time.

Even mathematically, any no. trying to divide (or even multiply) zero gets zero as an answer, symbolizing its infinite nature. Infinity divided or multiplied by anything is still infinite.

Also, any number getting divided or multiplied by zero, leads to infinity, symbolizing the nothingness in it. Finite merging into infinite. Zero transforms the finite completely."

Meditation - I

22-November-2009:

During a visit to Siddhi Vinayak, a sutra was revealed to me,in a flash

Surrender unconditionally and completely to the Supreme

There is no past
There is no future
What do you have? NOW!
What have you got? EVERYTHING!
-- Revealed 22-nov-09 At siddhi vinayak

Drip..Drip..

While returning back from Belgaum to Bangalore, after successfully conducting the ICICI Bank Golf Masters Tournament 2007- the thought flashed through the mind

"What do you expect, when you do not know what to expect?"

since then, i am trying to get an answer to this question. somehow, it has been going in circles. It has been a big thought-black hole (nothing comes out).. Something similar to the looped railway station in Matrix III movie ..

Please share your views if you are able to decrypt.

dasavatharam - not kamal movie

Wondering if the dasavathar of Hindu Mythology is metaphorical of the evolution.

Dasavathar outlines the 10 reincarnations of Maha Vishnu (the sustainer of Life)

1st avatar - MATSYA - (FISH)- Life evolved out of water bodies (Sea, ocean) - akin to the Soup of Life as described by biologists.
2nd stage of evolution - KOORMA - (TORTOISE) - from the fish came aquatic animals (amphibians).. largely water dependent and partially land dependent.
3rd stage of evolution - VARAGHA - PIG/BOAR - Animals dependent on rivers/marshes to sustain life. The movement of Life from oceans to land.
4th stage of evolution NARASIMHA - (LION headed man) - predators based out of land.
5th stage of evolution VAMANA - DWARF - pygmy human beings. foragers
6th stage of evolution PARASURAM - agriculturist, warrior clans of human beings.
7th stage of evolution RAM- feudal king. evolution of society and the division of society based on profession.
8th & 9th stages of evolution BALARAM-KRISHNA- advancement of intellect and the entropy setting in the human life. Mahabharath records both the good and evil of life through the characters - the struggle of good to win over evil through wars. Life shown as a constant struggle.

10th stage of evolution KALKI: Entropy at its highest. The shift of the role of the sustainer leading to destroyer/renewer. Life reset.

MAN! THIS WORLD IS NO PLACE FOR 2ND

One thing that was fascinating me while watching the wild animals in Discovery, National Geographic or the History Channel is - The Cruelty of Nature

MAN! THIS WORLD IS NO PLACE FOR 2ND!!

Want proof? Right from the sperm that became you and me. There were millions of other brothers/sisters who could not 'make' it and gone to oblivion.

Nature continuously creates, recreates, destroys, wipes out, makes 'mistakes' (biologists call it mutation) and always puts evolution in gear.

There is place for everyone who changed with the change. Those who could not were replaced.

Compared to wild animals where are we?

We have definite idea about what we are going to eat, drink, where are going to sleep and with whom and THIS HAS CREATED TROUBLE.

We lost our edge. We started to BELIEVE in permanence, stability, security and FUTURE.

I dont know if I am right or not.. all I can say is, we started to think, and we started to disobey nature.

We exploit, recreate environment, get greedy, kill, swindle each other..

The fight for survival has shifted from nature to within humankind itself.

Where is the rat race going? I bet circles...

Whadya say?

Just round the corner

It is good nine months since I blogged last.

Phew! What all changes!!

Got Married, gonna father a child and now just round the corner.

Seated taut, alert, watching events happening around, (so far i was blind i should agree) and getting ready for something important in my life, THIS MOMENT.

Sounds like a movie scene, where commandos are expecting to jump out of a plane into their mission below? Exactly!!

Yeah.. Changes are just round the corner.

I don't know what they are, how they are, but I am certain. They are inevitable.

Will I survive? I WILL.. I will have to..

Do I hv a choice?

TRex in a hen coop

what is your most unforgettable moment in life? - Question to a celebrity.

*FLASH*.. Mind went into over drive.

unforgettable moments???-- it is our memory that gives our identity.. doubting this? Ask anyone in coma or suffering with Alzheimer's..

Just imagine -- if you forget your name, who you are and your home address, what will be our identity? How long will you survive? Till the time money runs out of our pocket right??

As long as we remember more and more, we have a clear identity of whatever we think of ourselves, to be.

That is Our label. The ultimate hen coop.

The hen coop where a T Rex is lying hidden. (TRex thinks itself to be a hen, so it will somehow fit itself into the coop) :)

Our label puts an end to our opportunities of freedom, innovation, creativity and expression.

The label is an illusion.

It is like a shifting sand -- Today here, tomorrow somewhere else. Today present. Tomorrow gone.

Why are we dying for an identity,a label? That is the biggest paradox in our lives.

Where is the dividing line? How much of identity is really needed?

More questions coming into my head. Or going out of my head???

:)

Digging deeper...

Questions...

So close?
Yet so far ...

So far?
Yet too close..

My senses are addicted :(
Always judgemental
Evaluations as cold metal.
My mind is afflicted :(
Its full of questions
No answers as renditions.

The sensory world is a charging bull
Impulses pour in full
I gasp for a break,
Nights I stay awake.

Out of a dream
Woke up after a scream

Nowhere to run,
nowhere to hide
In a packed stadium
Where all the faces are mine
me alone stand there naked
What am I?

Questions fill the mind
Like dust arising in wind
Answers dont come
Where is home?

Love struck in my heart
Suddenly like a wart
I know sick is this example
I lost words to her dimple

When love dawns in heart
questions became wonder
my changes I ponder
seeking answers I never bother
tolerance gone bottomless
Botherations I care for less.

At least can I say?
Enlightenment came into me.
Or did I go to it??

Again Questions :)

Dying Diary -- Pump 1 2 3 breathe in Pump 1 2 3 breathe in

the diary is hibernating.. nothing has been adding up for weeks together

So much I wrote on Itsy Bitsy papers wherever I was, whatever state I was going through.
Somehow, all of them got trashed, for reasons best unknown.. or the reasons I dislike to accept..(complacency, procrastination..)

another thought also comes to me..

shall i delete this page? anyway, there are not thousands of fans to cry, call me up and say, "dont do this, please". :).

it will have a silent burial.. The blog is not going to protest, not going to scream, or shout.. It is just a page!

mm.. Shall I do it!

I better not.. It is upto me to give life to it, make it grow bigger (yawn..).. decorate it with pearls (?!) of wisdom, make the drip into a downpour..

I say to myself "hey man! go home and sleep.. u hv started to yap too much.."


in an empty office
one of the nondescript cubicle
late in the night
only the monitor stares at u,
echoing ur ramblings..

Life goes on elsewhere..
Its me and the pain
of ...
guess what? blogging.. :)

COMMUNICATING BEYOND WORDS


"One can wait for results but not wait to take action"

All of a sudden, the above phrase came up as a part of the dialogue with my dad today.
It was a spontaneous statement, coming out of nowhere.
Fortunately, both of us caught the words, and there was a considerable length of silence between us.

Dad was pondering over the meaning those words conveyed.
I was pondering, (rather wondering) the communication itself.

It has been proven that, as adults we do not read a sentence letter by letter.
We read it in chunks of several characters, or words.
The fastest readers, read in chunks of several paragraphs even a page, in one go.

We HAVE the capability to transfer/assimilate information not restricting to just words, but the meaning, emotions, feelings and the EXPERIENCE, all in one go.

Any communication process involves:

Emotion/Feeling/Thought -T R A N S L A T E--> Words/pictures/music x=T R A N S M I T=x--- Words/pictures/music -R E C O N S T R U C T--> Emotion/Feeling/Thought

The best form of communication - Going beyond words, can be picturized as:

Emotion/Feeling/Thought ---> x=T R A N S M I T=x ---> Emotion/Feeling/Thought

But, how?

We know few people are good in communicating the content beyond words.

Thinking deep into it, I am getting more and more questions. And I am shooting it here into this Blog.

May be, if you are also left with more questions,then this has met its objective. :)

More on.. ""One can wait for results but not wait to take action" later..